My QueenFor reasons unknownI have fallen for youThere is something great,Something extraordinarily differentThat draws my thoughts to youAnd I may never knowExactly what that isBut what I do know isI've always believedThat my heart belongsWherever my mind goesWhen it begins to wanderAnd that can only be youFor you are queenOf the kingdom of my heart
DreamThere he stands,The man simply known as Dream.He's different now, fallen from grace,And risen back up to it.He was a joyous man, but he was beaten,Torn and scarred, starved and tormented.How did he get past it all they question me.I know the answer, only because I asked him myself.This is what he said to me,"You can only be broken so much,Eventually they stop trying,Then you take every scar,Every fracture and shattered piece,And turn them into strengths and advantages.Since they can't hurt you anymore,You have nothing left to fear."He turned his tortured soul into flawlessness.That is who he is now, a happy wounded soul,A perfect little broken Dream.
Do They Even Know? (Beautiful World Part II)After years and yearsOf sitting in sorrow,Watching the Beautiful WorldOutside my window,Feeling pain of separationThe great divide between me and themIt felt as though my heart were made of woodAnd termites were slowly eating away,Devouring itBut they would never finishBecause somehow,There was always more to consume.I just wanted to die,To escape tormentBut for some cruel reason,I was never given that option.Now I just lie on the floorThe carapace of a personExisting, but not really aliveAll days blur togetherI'm not even sure, exactlyHow long I've been hereScrunched up in a ballWith all my hope lost.I just feel nothing,I've become anesthetized.And now all I do is wonder,Does the world outside,Even know I am here?
I'll Be HereIt only takes a thought of youTo lift me upWhen I have fallenEven as I write, you are what I desireI wish to look you in the eyesTo tell you once againHow much you mean to meAnd now, more than everI just want to hold youTell you not to be discouragedEverything will work out
ShadowsSlowly they creepHousing me in darknessAsphyxiating my heartDrowning my soulOppressing my mindWith a life too somberShadows……please leave
Your LightI feel the warmth of the lightLiving in my heartOnly you could give off such heat.Vowing to do all I can doEvery second of every dayYour happiness is what I desire.On this night I ask one thing of youUnderstand, my dear, I love you
I WonderWill I ever tell you, I wonder,How you make me feel?It's doubtful at bestFor I don't even knowWho you areI may have cluesBut do I really want to know?Yes, of course I doJust the thought of youPassing through my mindFills my heart with joyI want to dance with youSing with youLet you in my heartAnd hope you want the sameBut I'm not sureIf I have the courageTo tell youOr even figure out who you are
SeraphYou say you hope for successI know you can achieve itUse those beautiful wingsI know you have themAnd fly towards victoryDon't worry about fallingFor I am here for you SeraphTo lift you if you plummet
The DreamStanding here, next to youI stare into those eyes once againThink back to when I first met youHow you stood out among the othersAnd for one short second that dayYou were the only other one in the roomI knew there was something about youSomething incredibly great and specialAnd now I find myself back in the momentI have no doubts, no concernsI am sure you are the oneThe one I have been looking forAll of this timeAnd that’s when it happensI say the words “I do”
Have You Ever Felt This Way?Do you have any idea what it’s like?To live every day, not knowing what day it is,Because you just don’t care?Because you are numb, you feel nothing….Depression is not what people are telling you…It’s not just a sadness, it’s more a feeling of nothingnessYou smile and laugh, you feign happinessBut in reality you feel nothing,You just know that is what you are supposed to doAnd the last thing you want, is someone asking about itSo you just keep being a fake, and you surviveYou lose track of the daysBecause time goes by so slow when you can’t feel a thingYou feel as if you shouldn’t even existYou feel as though nobody notices you anywayWhat’s the point to living when you aren’t really alive?You keep asking that questionBut you never have an answerYou never will have an answerBut you keep moving forward anywayTill you reach the day where you’ve had enoughYou stop listening to what everyone else has to
Who am I?Who am I?A man who could walk all nightAnd never find what I am searching forA man who could sit and think for hoursAnd not come up with the answer I needA man who believes in love above all elseBut doesn’t know what to do when it’s hisA man who reaches successOnly to throw it all awayA man who is strugglingYet won’t ask for helpBut is this really who I am?Who am I?
ImportantI took a moment tonightAnd thought about some thingsThings that are “important” in lifeSchool, work, money, the usualStuff I've been taught takes priorityBut no matter how hard I tryNothing can convince meThat anything’s more valuableThan the happiness I feel with youSo I guess what I am trying to say is…You are what is most importantYou have been for a while nowAs cliché as it may be to sayI love youI want youI need you
La nuit de l'angeNow is your chanceTake the stage and shineShow me your bestDrown me in your light, your gloryProve to the worldThat you possess the greatnessThat I have seen all alongMake them see youBecause tonight belongs to youIt's the night of the Angel
LostThere's so much sorrow in my heart,Darkness have tainted my soul.I feel haunted,I feel lost.I want to escape,I want to get out,But everything is pitch black.I can't see,I can't hear a thing,There's no hope left,There's no one to help,There's just myself.But I already have started,To lose that too.
Dear MoonNothing is worseThan when you are newThe night is so vapidWithout that delicate lightBeing cast upon usBut it's not so badAt least, not anymoreFor now i have someoneThat reminds me of your allureWhen you are absent from the skyI long for your returnSo maybe you'll return the favorAnd remind me of her
PleaseI want you to love meA little like I love you.Like lovers kissingFor the first time thatIt sets the world on fire.And I plan to burn downWith it because I keep failingTo realize that I'm more thanJust a body for you to touch,A body for you to hold.You arms around my ribsMakes me feel so fragile,But so safe that I could notPossibly break while youContain me.And I can feel you hand slippingFrom mine even though I begYou to stay because I hateThe word goodbye and howYou look as you walk away.Please,I want you to remember meWhen you arrive.And I want you to remember meWhen you leave me behind.
Writer's blockOh words, my words, where have you gone?I've searched both high and low:My words are nowhere to be foundBut why, I do not know.So many things I want to say,All bottled up inside;But there is no relief today--Oh words, why must you hide???
Come Away, Come AwayCome away, come awayAs I lazily layIt was the last day in the month of May,When it said come away, come awayStill I sit, never flit, out of witIn my chair in the middle of nowhereTo go anywhere, I surely do careBut still I sit there, in the middle of nowhereI can't find the strengthAs I lie at full lengthIn this bed that I dreadBut still it said,From far far away,Come away, come awayLike a daunting whisper, it tauntsNever leaving me, it hauntsTo grant me needed ambition,Or supply me with intuitionCarry me away, I say,Take me away, so far far awayI can no longer stay in this chair and layLet me explore, I imploreThe endless shore and so much moreLet me see, I pleaAll that thee have made for meLet me out, I shoutOut of this route of endless doubtCome away, Come awayI still hear it sayEven to this dayIt will never cease to say,Come away, come away
You've Both FailedAs my parents,You've both failed.For this reason,You should be jailed.Instead I'm the one that's in prison,But that wasn't my decision,And you left me heartbroken.The police came,But they couldn't take you away.Justice isn't fair,That's all I can say.The law protects the sick and insane.While the innocent suffer,And live with the pain.The police said that even a homeless man,Had more dignity and hope,Than you do.And mom just told them that,Everything was fine that she'd take care of you,Her favourite line.But they saw that you both were over the brink,No matter what you say,No matter what you think.You both need help.They asked you if your parents ever broke your heart.You said no,What a shocker.Then they enlightened you,That you broke my heart.They told you both that you failed.Failed as my parents.Failed as my friends.Failed as human beings.I couldn't have said it better myself.I saw the tears forming in your eyes.But tears meant, and still mean not
Give Living A ChanceYou cannot write truthfullyIf you have nothing to sayFor if it comes not from the heartThe meaning will fade awayAnd you can never taste the musicIf you don't get up and danceYou can never experience the fullness of lifeIf you don't give living a chance
SHYWhen your shy, it's so hard to say Hi,So I sigh, and wonder why,No one understands how I feel inside,As I wipe away the tears from the pain in my eyes,Oh, he's just a loner, the kid that sits in the back corner,Never could fit in felt like a foreigner, no matter where I'd go,I'll just be a weirdo, worth nothing like a zero,I lay in bed and wonder, did god make a blunder,Isolated from winter to summer,I try to rise, but I fall like leaves,So hard to speak, is it a disease, but I'm shy not a freak,Toss and turn as I try to sleep,When will I awake from my depression,What time is my resurrection,Is their something wrong with me, do I need a correction,Shy, different, flawed, but that's a blessing,because imperfection is perfection,So I'm done stressing,Learning to love you for you is one of life's lessons,If you share the same feelings,I hope my words provide some healing,So no more sighs, no more tears from my eyes,Flawed, different, or shy,We all can still shine li
Clay ladyShe was beautiful, kind and fairWith sparkling eyes and lustrous hairHer smile was one that shone so brightIt called me as a beacon in the nightBut when I touched her, she flaked awayWhen I touched her, she was made of clayShe moves so swiftly through the worldHow should I have known her to not be a girl?How could I have known she'd disappear,Whenever someone should draw near?But when I touched her, she flaked awayShe crumbled up; she was made of clayI remember her, to this dayThe strange being made of clayFor what purpose was she made?That dusty terracotta maidWhen I touched her, she flaked awayTurning to dust, she was made of clay
Distant Memories Of A Love Done Gone .They say it's difficult to love someoneWhen you can't even love yourself.But I loved you nonetheless,The problem was I didn't know when to stop.You kept sending me mixed signsMaking me dizzy until ICouldn't knowLeft rightMuch less rightFrom wrong.When our world started crumbling down andT e a r i n g at the seamsIt was so easy for you to let it fall apart.But I, knowing no other kind of love,desperately clung to the remaining bits,Trying to put them back together.Yet the pieces changed too much, too quickly,They kept growing andgrowing a p a r t,until your world was only yoursand mine a hollow echo of its past.Looking back now, it seems like itAll happened in a different life,With some other you, some other me,And the lips kissing my own were just a dream.
In Silence I SufferIn the dark silence of night,by the soft glow of candlelight,as my sorrow bursts at the seam,I sit waiting for a fading dream.One I know I will never seebecome a true reality.Blurry images of days gone bywreak havoc as I give a sigh.Some say we feel better after we cry,but I've watched dreams die,and I've been forced to say goodbyewithout ever being told why.Tears aren't enough anymore,for a heart so weary and so sore.I burst into a fit of rage,these walls feel more like a cage.I tear into my skinas echoes whisper my chagrin."You're a failure, a freak!"The voices seem to shriek."Your very nature is a sin!"They almost seem to grin.From shaking hands, the knife falls.Time is short; the morning calls...
Love UndyingImmortal is my devotion.Unbreakable is our bond.Driven is my emotion.A love of which I am fond.You are never alone,As witness is your God,to all that is and is not known,from there with you and abroad.Love undying is the compassion I hold,as invincible as the forces of Heaven,is this love so incredibly bold,to my own, and beautiful leaven.Never shall you know agony through me,Though I am yet imperfect,It is my intention to set you free,and your heart shall never go unchecked.Undying is the love held for you,by my heart, my soul, my mind, my all,As spirited goes the love ou two,My being is that which you do entrall.
Because You Make Me HappyI write when I am happyI write when I am sadI write when I am angryI write when I am gladI write because I feelAnd tonight I write for youFor you make me happierThan any who have come before